I need to slow down because I am just a fast paced worker and I let that also control the speed of emotions. Also not really use to having a boy in my life. It’s been awhile and I’m not sure how to even handle it; I get overly excited and just stress about responses and his opinion and that’s exactly what I don’t want. I guess I can’t help it #lovedoescrazythings

i definitely needed a vacation from this online universe and it has been well spent, school has definitely improved since i was last on =]. im getting my ass in gear as classes begin to get harder. leaves are a constant blanket to this campus, many colors and types scattered all over. fall may be one of my favorite seasons but is also one of my least favorite as well. i dislike the cold rain but the breezy weather is where its at=] well im all smiles i promise ill be back with great new things to say 

mister mcclain

woah the first post unrelated to everything else in this blog. 

on school- i love philadelphia university. im making new friends as well as enemies but naturally that happens everywhere i tend to go with my over-energetic sometimes rude personality. my classes are going good, but i had to drop my math class due to the fact i had no idea what she was saying at any point during the entire class. textiles is by far one of my best classes. lab is my favorite, my lab professor is a complete trip. writing is teaching me to go against everything i ever learned in high school. using the word “i” in essays? woah… not okay. economics is … well the same as last year except i already understand it all and therefore i somehow believe that this class is optional… i wish.

home- i miss home a great deal. i miss driving. i miss my friends. and somehow i am starting to miss my family a lot more than i thought i ever would. i miss university of delaware but im trying to leave that as far behind as possible. somehow it manages to make its way back into my life every time im home. i cannot deny that i still miss the past. but i am unsure of what i want from the past at this point in my life if anyone even understands the direction im coming from. 

boys- the boys here suck. i thought maybe they would be better than the boys at home but no, infact i might go as far as to say they are worse here. i miss being in a stable relationship but that just isnt where god sees me right now i guess. you know being stable and all. i miss the last serious relationship because we still talk and shit still happens and i guess i trick myself into believing that it can all be good again when i know he is still talking to other people regardless. the facts that he doesnt share with these people. like us having sex etc sort of make me feel like a used condom if you catch my drift. tossed to the street when hes done with me. i dont get invited out though the invitation to come here is always open. is it wrong of me to expect something? i presume so. 

attempting sleep

mister mcclain

so let me introduce my new obsession—

the new 2011 vw jetta.. woof. starting at 16,000 i would say this is definitely the steal of the year. daddy black with a red bow pleasee. haha im going to have to milk that for a WHILE… i can work on it for sure though.

vw is introducing a few new cars in the next three years but lets be honest, i need a car… now… and this is looking just about fly as FUQ. what does everyone think? 

definitely worth checking out.. like everything else i’ve posted haha but i honestly 

lets get some responses?

we all know shes fucking great and all. but after you get beat the fuck down by chris brown why would you mix it up with eminem and say you love the way boys lie? its really not okay. at all. stand there and watch me burn? really rihanna? you are way better than that girl. Minaj is sadly about to bust your ass tho. ITS BARBIE BITCH

thoughts?

randomly found this one on hiphopearly.com and i am a huge fan. produced  by kanye west this is mister rager by kid cudi

outfit for the day

okay so i went a little crazzzzyyy on this one but i must say i am a fan 

 you see the rayban style shades consistently throughout. the one head shot happens to be my favorite pair. i love smiths use of patterns and colors, clashing some while gently blending others. i think this collection is pure genius. the shoes.. the belts.. the bags.. definitely worth checking out if youre a fan of edgey pop out clothing.

mister mcclain

staying true ya’ll

fresh off the runway these are some of my pics from Pringle of Scotland

note the shoes.. i happen to love them though im seeing mixed reviews. lots of black and tan with splashes of white throughout. pringle never fails to impress me honestly. a little rustic and plain, but they definitely have a flair that catches my eye. ill keep the updates coming.. gotta love red bull

as fashion week approaches the famous question what will you be wearing is starting to arise. my fab new cowboy boots will be making their debut, along with a bright scarf, head band, and new shades courtesy of retrospect on south street. ill probably throw a tank and cardigan together and shrink the skin tight, dark wash lucky skinnys before catching my cab. lets start getting some replies i need to get my networking going. i want this to grow. 

street fashion- thinking about starting this page up. i know everyone has one but im a bit specific. too specific sometimes but i promise it wont disappoint.

let me know what you want to readerss.

love foreverr

mister mcclain

she is talked about all over and she doesnt even have an album.. yet though im sure her new upcoming “pink friday” will be quite amazing. personally i love her, her dirty mouth is fresh on the scene and she is keeping up with some of my favorites such as kanye, weezy, cudi, etc the list goes on. case in point - this album will either blow our minds or kill her fabulosity. prayers are with her. i plan on it being extravagant. 

=] one of the better songs from the last post. <3

so im home for the weekend.. well saturday night to sunday.. as much as i love school it has made me appreciate home a lot more than i ever have. i am still sassy with my parents but we have a significantly better relationship and its really nice. i miss all my main bitches from de but they are slowly and surely coming to visit. last night my friend kels came up and we went outt for a night on the town.. university city with stevywevy. philadelphia feels like home. i love the city atmosphere and the faster pace. i dont think i would have done well converting straight to a main stream city like nyc. but enough of the blabbingg

can we talk about kanye’s new music. with the except of working with justin beiber or whatever that faggots name is it is quite literally the shit. minaj of course does not fail to impress as well as common, cudi, and swizz beatz. it is definitely worth a look. check out kanye’s blog. i must say i am disappointed at the lack of posts but the new short film preview is lookin fly as ever. 

welll no fashion in this post but more to come i have some philadelphia events in store for you all

keep it real, stay true, love forever, never forget

mister mcclain

snappin at the club<3